My stress level would not be nearly as bad, if I simply did not have to go to school this week. Balancing both of these is so difficult it is adding even more stress and basically all I can think about is stress.
Now I am not meaning to complain because honestly this is what my future is going to look like. I am going to college next year, I will be playing soccer and managing school, which I have been doing but next year it will be worse. I will have to pull all nighters, and if I am being completely honest I already had to pull one this year. I may be a completely stressed out mess but being this mess will aid me in preparing for the future, there even may be times where the stress is worse even though right now I feel like I am at my breaking point.
Amid all of this stress however, there is light at the end of the tunnel and slowly the stress is going away peice by pieces and soon, I will be content again. So thanks to all of this stress I have had a week from (you know where) but I am getting through it and I will be somewhat prepared for what the future holds.